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Teaching Poetry
Rhea Tregebov
University of British Columbia
I find teaching of any sort an act of the sympathetic imagination, the ability
to apprehend your students’ position(s) in relationship to the knowledge
they need to gain. It’s odd, but I still remember vividly my own first
day in a creative writing class, and I believe this helps me understand the psychological
dynamic of the aspiring writer.
For some students, one of the most difficult
aspects of pursuing their aspirations is having the confidence
to name themselves as writer; being able to name and claim
their own experiences and perceptions as valid. This was
certainly an issue for me for many years. By creating an
atmosphere of respect in my workshop classes, I hope to
encourage those students who are somewhat hesitant to have
faith in themselves.
I do, however, like to combine a supportive
atmosphere with one that is challenging. I’m not
going to fiddle with someone’s commas when it seems
that they’re defended against the content they’re
trying to express: I’m going to encourage them to
confront that content and let it emerge.
This focus on digging into content is
particularly important in my graduate classes, where the
students come into the courses already having strong skills.
What is interesting and exciting to observe is how the
students working at this level affect and inspire each
other. I see a lot of courage in my students’ work,
and I see that quality inspire courage in others. It’s
a very heartening experience.
Poems
Taking It In
The Top of My Head
Without Asking
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Taking It In
I call to ask you about property taxes
and you tell me about the light.
Every time I call, my prudent
father, you tell me about the light,
the way it comes in through the window
and moves over the floor, over
the kitchen table, how it lays hands
on everything. And I listen, and see
you at the kitchen table in Winnipeg,
the crisp blue sky a rectangle
in the window. Oh love.
That gives me a window
like this, a father, light.
I think you are going
like oak, like brandy, like
dark wine. The good stuff
you’re made of taking the light in.
© Rhea Tregebov
from (alive): Selected and new poems, Wolsak & Wynn 2004
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Poem Index
The Top of My Head
I get to the corner the way I get from one day to the
next:
abstracted, mostly afraid, not entirely located in my body.
I get from one day to the next mostly afraid
while the boy in the playground at Huron Street, who must
be seven or eight,
slides the toe of his black, shiny, rubber cowboy boot
along the black, shiny slick water atop the ice;
observes its wake, the bent, cold-burnt blade of grass
afloat in its wake,
and underneath it all, the earth, cold and thrilling beneath
the cold rubber sole
of his boot, and in his boot his foot, in his foot the
warm blood running,
him. It is false spring at the end of January, plus eight
degrees
and the water is running, it is running enough to make
you believe spring.
The boy can’t remember how cold it was yesterday,
can’t hold winter in his mind.
And here I sit, by the equipment issue at the Athletic
Centre, writing this,
and, god almighty, don’t know how I got here.
© Rhea Tregebov
from (alive): Selected and new poems, Wolsak & Wynn
2004
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Poem Index
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The Spell – copyright Paloma Vitta |
Without Asking
My son opens his eyes in sleep
and looks up at me
from the bottom of his dream,
looks up at me from wherever he is to
wherever I am and who am I and who is he
in the gravity of a regard? What
constricts the muscles in
my chest and throat. It is
five years to the day
since I came to the hospital bed
where all seventeen months
of his life
were contracted into the heart
of the machine that breathed
for him; a life I learned
could be turned on
or off like the thin,
translucent plastic of the faucet
the doctors slipped into the artery
of his wrist to gently draw
the blood-gas samples, the numbers
that would tell us everything;
all seventeen months drawn up
into the tightness in my own chest.
So small a body connected to
so many things,
especially me;
and I had so much tenderness,
even for myself,
I forgave everything
because he was alive.
Where does that look
come from and from where
does the knowledge that informs
it come?
What is this
we are given
without asking,
without expectation; what is this
we accept
with such little surprise.
© Rhea Tregebov
from Mapping the Chaos, Véhicule Press, 1995
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